So, it’s been an absolutely transformational last 7 weeks. My boy and I are walking this next chapter of our lives on our own. The disease of alcoholism and addiction is super powerful. She is gone now without us even knowing what’s going on. No calls for our son in all this time either. It’s sad for my lil guy. He misses his momma and all I can do now is carry everything forward and to find a new path. It hasn’t been easy to digest but that is the nature of reality. It can be unforgiving and super difficult to process. Both him and I are doing our best in this transition. We are currently looking for a new spot to purchase as well. Sagein and I have found this beautiful private stretch of land along the mountain with lake views and mountain ranges all along this property. It’s an artists paradise and both Sagein and I looked at it this week and we are going to make our first bid by early next week. Wish us luck…
This has been an incredible whirlwind of emotions and understandings taking shape and my boy and I are taking really good care of one another and we are also feeling some inspiration and new direction at the same time. My family from Ontario is here and we are getting amazing support and healing. I am confident that this new path forward is the way to go. We”ll feel much more settled with a new gig in the Kootenay mountains of B.C.
